Admit One

[Romulator]

Going back to the OP.

I bought a knife with me to school last year. If I was to get harassed that day by a certain student which had been bullying me since I started there, I was going to go to my locker, come back with it and slash my wrist in front of him in the bid to hope it would make him stop.

Looking back on that moment, which would be pretty much this time last year, I would have done it if I didn't have to see the student principal that morning because one of the teachers saw me in a slump the previous week. I let an opportunity which would probably affect who I am today go, and I can honestly say that I feel grateful for doing so.

In the end, I still draw butterflies on my wrist, not for myself, but for my sister from another mister, going through similar issues and had took it upon herself to turn to self harm.